New Counselor

I am going to meet a new counselor tomorrow. I have so many things in my mind that I need to work through and I feel like I have no one to talk to about it that can give me the objective point of view that I am so desperately seeking! I felt bad tonight, I was discussing with hubby how I will be seeing a new counselor tomorrow and he asked why I couldn't just talk to him about things. I told him I often feel judged by him for the way I feel, the way I think, the way I act. I am really hoping tomorrow marks the beginning of some serenity in my mind. It's what I desire so deeply so I can thoroughly enjoy the life I have been blessed with!