I have so many thoughts racing through my mind, I can actually admit that my brain hurts. I am not sure where to go, or who to talk to, or if it's something that needs to be talked out at all. I have always been the one that people go to, to "talk to" I have always been able to work through my emotions. It so much more complicated this time. I have kids, I have started a life, and I would like to say that I have grown up and think I have become a responsible adult. Who, what, when, where, WHY!?